What is your Christian life like?

I believe in God. Infact, I go to a Nazerene church. But, i'm not the best Christian. My problem with it is the cusing, disobeing parents, and perverted crap. Middle school is the WORST thing to happen to a person. Expecially with your relationship with God. Its been really hard for me, and I feel like i'm just drifting farther and farther away from him. What is your christian life like, and do you have anyway the helped you come closer to God?